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headed without direction
you never answered my questions
exclusion, intrusion, i'm just so deluded
our motives remain
secluded
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2. |
Song B
02:29
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posterizing shadows
our conversations are way too shallow
regress slowly
your heart is too heavy
to carry
screams blaring
through my ears
so lets disappear
stop forgiving
hold me hostage
fear is misleading
don't acknowledge
get the fuck out of my life
close your eyes and drink the blood running down my wrists
oblivious to body language, it's too much to resist.
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3. |
10 Mile
03:30
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looking out for yourself
will get you far in life
testify your mistreatment
i know you'll still want to die
after everything, ill still take the blame
conclude this story, your ego is set aflame
we will rise and we'll fall
we'll retreat, then withdrawal
fall semester came to a close
december came
now i'm back on my own.
this past autumn feels like
one big fever dream
odd man out, i recognize
that myself is what i must defeat
dead and gone
all alone
spirits linger
down jericho
long forgotten
overgrown
her ghost watches
over jericho
dead and gone
all alone
empty houses
on jericho
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4. |
Plastic Bag Method
03:00
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don't ask about me
i wanna be punctual, not so sappy
cemented in my memory
am i ungrateful or just unhappy?
talking to myself
just for the hell of it
looking so defeated
under fluorescent lights
only take negative connotations
similies waste my time
i can reprhrase the same sentence
millions of times
I've been writing the same song for too long
(no matter all my efforts)
maybe i don't wanna talk, i feel like i am just a pawn
(this won't feel right)
i don't know how to feel, i don't know if this is real
i've got nowhere to be
i'm so tense from the sympathy
tearing out the pages of my composition book
you know there is resement, you're flaking out like i know you would (you always do)
i have so much yet to say
these words won't come out in a healthy way
now can't stop focusing on all my insecurities
i stare and compare, i just don't feel worthy
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run your knife
across your thigh
i'm just a sams club sample
that you didn't really like
cuz smoking weed and nicotine
is getting so boring
coming clean, i wanna make you bleed
relive the tragedy
lie to me, what a catastrophe
i fucking hate your company
i know i'm selfish
you got me caught up in all your bullshit
it pisses me off
that you have no regret
it hurts to know
i could have prevented this whole mess
in the first place
you saw through me
i'm not as prepared as i thought i was
why did you seclude me?
we both know i don't belong here
i thought you could cure me
of bad habbits i have yet to outgrow
all the self-inflicted pain remained
i'm better off alone
i'm better off alone
i won't call you on your phone
desires have been post poned
i can do this on my own
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oh god, what do I do
just to be alone with you
and make things go smooth [x2]
i'm so embarrassed, shoot i always miss
the first time, fucked it up
never good enough
lying is so convenient
i have so much regret
try to find my secrets
were both too depressed
this will be the last time
i restrain myself
over my head
we cant remain as friends
wish for a climactic end
now you're kissing my dead carcass again
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7. |
Stunlocked
02:53
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crossing over the fine line
it's not all my fault this time
no, i can't bear to tell the truth
regardless, you'll never know what i've been through
just say it straight to my face
erase can't be erased
abstain and restraining has only gotten harder
i can't control my thoughts
there is no one to blame, now i don't feel shame
in breaking this off right now [2x]
kept my promise
finished what i started
end this quick before it gets out of hand
we're just beginning, i'm so unused to winning
now im too deep in and i don't understand
how i ended up here
you hurt me so, i should have known
i ignored the signs, where is your spine?
fight back, i know you you'd like the that, where is my mind at?
this whole story, backfired, right in my face
i can't tell a soul, it takes a toll on me
disrupted by the prolonging, and never-ending, guilt and pain
this is my only chance out, before it all comes crashing down
this is my only chance out, before it comes crumbling down
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i see the writing on the wall clear as day
you're just another expendable throwaway
it's funny how i thought i'd miss you
no more condescending requests, avoiding the issue
cuz i sure as hell don't wanna go back to
panic attacks taking place in my bedroom
feeling so mortified throwing up in your bathroom
if im spineless, then your insecure
there is a reason were not friends anymore
ruin your reputation
starving for my attention [2x]
take responsibility
go outside maybe brush your fucking teeth [2x]
you're a fucking degenerate cant you see?
i'm turning into you, you're turning into me
i am over feeling helpless
its fucked up that i used to be jealous
cuz i'm over feeling helpess
its fucked up that i used to be jealous
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knocking on my bedroom door
i don't wanna do this anymore
fading fast, don't reassure me
cuz what we have here is just not working
three short months
we had a solid run
go far away from here
distance won't make a difference
eye sores and cracked lips
is all that we are left with
suffocating in your praise, being born was my worst mistake
go ahead, whine and cry, you'll understand when i'm gone
reforming, your conscious is ignoring
my lungs are full of smoke
stay cautious as i start to choke
make things clear, you're all so insincere
i know that i am weak, but i swear i'm gonna break this routine
i'll get to it another day
dip my fingers into the ashtray
walk away from me, just tell the truth and i'll be happy
walk away from me, you'll never listen just you wait and see
the lack of interaction will be the death of me
i treat strangers better than i treat my own family
i don't care, i'm tired of their over intimacy
walking skeleton, shell of my former self
count the seconds till i leave, sitting still is so fucking boring
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10. |
Serotonin and Dopamine
03:32
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laugh at me, pointless hyperboles won't make me change my mind
blow off steam, always arguing, instincts aren't always right
i can't take the pressure, were not recovering
i get so much pleasure from your suffering
i can't leave a trace,covered all my tracks
so many mistakes, no i cant hold back
mesmerized by the stars in the sky
i still wanna leave my life behind
so give me a reason why, i don't know how i survived
looking back on what i've done
the blissfulness was just a fraction
as much as i want to turn back time
its best to let my past self die
i'm not selfish, just overly prepared [2x]
was it justice or spite? i don't know
my decisions bite back
when i'm left alone
my choices will hurt us just you wait and see
what seems perfect now will create misery
all your authority is stripped away
finally im not afraid
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11. |
In Vein
03:02
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attention span of a goldfish, blocking me from what i strive to be
limitations are everything, now i'm all worked up over nothing
i'll get whatever i want by any means
stubborn yet shy, ill never apologize
persistent yet keen, but it feels like i'm always failing
i would wait for you till i turn to dust
but i know you cant say the same for me
feels like im stranded, in my cluttered room
my apathy, it shields me
from the real world and the impending doom
that lays beyond my bedroom
no, i can't come closer, ill only fuck things up
now my only option is to wait till it's all done
cuz i always loved you, thought that would be enough
now that everything's over, all my time has been used up
will i come out unscathed or searching for sympathy?
i can't observe no more, ill throw my life away
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