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sprawled out
on the pavement
call out
all the make shift
excuses, ill loosen the noose around my neck
slipping
away from expectations
nothing
can save this conversation
destroy all my progress, get lost in the process
of forgetting everything
attempting to speak up but nothing comes out
i've been too docile lately
i want to slip through your fingers but the stress lingers
and it's straining me
push back the timeframe
i'm tired of mind games and jokes ill never comprehend
if there's a solution then i can stop using
this pen to fix all my faults
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sulking inside
sweat starts to dry
im left to reconstruct
how your actions apply
your perceptions a lie
put me on standby
i'm tied down by my choices
but i don't wanna subside
never want to disappoint
what other options do i have?
faking my personality
is taxing but its all i can ever be
should i feel complete now
with the time i spent and the money i wasted
never turned into anything
im going nowhere and nothing interests me
they're starting to see through
the illusions of my consistency
white lies have come true
i'm more complete on orchard drive than in new jersey
fears came true
i only wanted to get you to
the point where
you're safe on your own and no one can break you
i've been growing envious
of everyone i lay my eyes on
i'm way too hard on myself
i've always been
fears of defeat meshed with claudopin
result in bargaining and mistreatment
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3. |
deadbeat...
03:14
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chafing on my skin now i got blisters everywhere
they stole my dedication now my life is headed nowhere
left on autopilot my desires take control
hanging on the fence but i don't want to let you go
i won't let you go
always in a constant state of doubt about what i said
its like everything i say or do will never fucking land
don't ever try to resonate the pressures grasping at my throat
how could you think i'm perfect? i'm just a person you shouldn't know
let me disappoint you
and then cling on to what we've been through
i'd love to say i'm better
i'm barely getting by
i want to run away from
everything in my life
we looked so good together
intertwined with asphalt
your limbs are looking like monoliths to me
i've got no reasoning
yet i'm still eagerly waiting
for the path with the least resistance
to show itself so i don't have to keep
confronting myself and feel the embarrassment
of not knowing what direction
i'm still going in
cuz everyone's already made decisions
but i'm still stuck in the same routines
formed when i was 15
it hurts to think of all the expenses caused by me
this is why i can't commit to anything
the paranoia of adversary
will always keep me company
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personplacething Grand Rapids, Michigan
ADHD infused twinkly guitar riffs with half assed bass and drums
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